Of "Someone" in my life
As a prelude to the below, I feel I have to get some things out of the way...

There is NOTHING between me and Julian.

There has NEVER anything between me and Julian.

If it ain't happened in 5 years,
There will NEVER be anything like that between us.

I had to say this, because even after so long, some people still don't get the message. [You know who you are! Don't make me name names! You there, with the guilty face!]

There, now you can read on. ;)