Right now am most disgustedly sianz....

I did not check my email for about a week or so and apparently my name got put down for something and I didn't know.

Today, that it's supposed to take place, I receive a call from a colleague that I've been put down on it.... and I'm supposed to appear at work about an hour from now...

I'm farking pissed because I want to stay as goddamned far from my workplace now as I possibly can, and now I have an obligation to go back and I don't know if I should honour that because it could be partly my goddamnned fault that I didn't see this before, but mostly

I'M JUST PISSED OFF AT THE IDEA THAT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK WHEN I ALREADY THOUGHT I DIDN'T HAVE TO. WHAT'S THE GODAMNED LIFE-OR-DEATH IMPORTANT THING THAT REQUIRES MY PRESENCE???????? JUST TO LISTEN TO SOMEBODY TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T DIRECTLY AFFECT MY WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its supposed to start in an hour and I still dunno if I should turn up............. oh blardyfarkinghell...................