I'm in a PMS mood.

1. Work has been more hectic than usual lately. Could be better.

2. I got the flu on Monday. This degenerated into the usual throat infection on Wednesday and even now on Sunday my voice still resembles that of a adolescent male's breaking voice. Sometimes I sound more masculine than either DF or Jules. :p

3. Krystal's Big Night was fantastic, despite that some photos ended up shaky, I nearly destroyed her wedding dress, [in response to which her mother nearly destroyed me] and Candle and I didn't manage to get the groom dead horizontal drunk. Oh well, at least they managed to get married. :p Well done, guys.

4. In response to No. 3 and all the other weddings that are coming this year, I'm starting to pay more attention than I really should to my own relationship. Maybe my brain has been subconsciously impaired by the sounds of all the wedding bells ringing all around me. I'm not actually thinking of hauling him into the ROM by the lapels, but I'm starting to think of our relationship in terms of the long term, you know, like are we going somewhere.......

And then I shake all the white lace out from around me, and concentrate on something more important instead, like blogging...........

On a less related note though, I realised we're at that point where our words and actions affect each other more than we think. We start to read each other more easily, we start to remember what each other said or did more acutely, and........ I'm half contented that I've reached this stage with him, and half uneasy because of all the fallout effects that could happen through one or two insensitive words on his part. Is such emotional dependence necessarily good for a person?

And then I see or think of someone's wedding and then...... it sorta feels good to know that someone's got your back, doesn't it? That you don't have to stay home alone so many times, that you don't always have to eat meals alone......... oh what am I talking about? I'm still doing both of those things anyway.........

Ok, thinking too much again...........